"So, I decided to work on creating a blog that will help you get a general sense of who I am and what I want in this lifetime. It will outline pretty much anything and everything that may arise in daily conversation. Ya know, men, marriage, music, children, the birds & the bees *wink wink*, Harry Potter- NOT! Nosey ass neighbors, and Oh yeah let me not forget- HATERSSSS! What was I thinking *smacks forhead* we can't forget about them! Gotta show them love too! Also, as a side note, my blog is not meant to offend anyone. I find it very therapeutic and rewarding. I am simply stating and sharing MY views. If you don't like it, then simply fall off from the face of the earth. Or just leave a comment! LOL smiley face! Stay tuned, story of my life!"
It is quite difficult to connect with someone when fear plays an optimal role. What is fear? Is it intimidation? Holding back oneself? Unfamilar terrain? Not knowing? The more and more comfortable I become with myself, I will find the answer I am searching for. Deeply rooted. A sensation of potential likeness on both ends with unlimited boundaries is explorable. However, it depends on how adventurous I feel.
Oh the mind of an aqaurius, is the mind of an alienated world...each star dimly lit amongst the distractions . Yet, I know there is a path that awaits me. Decisions. Can the stars shine any brighter? Reveal yourself intently. Light my way and guide me to where I am destined to be.
Interconnected is what I would like to feel. Joining is what I want to become but until then I will strive on being fearless.
I had one not too long ago....an epiphany... and it feels so right...
And I like this beat...song is TIGHT
I could go in detail of how I truly feel about this song but I'm not willing to share "Mylifetime" shaningans at this moment. Enjoy the sounds!
Monday, September 26, 2011
Power in numbers is the ultimate betrayl for accepted primitive behavior. Man was born with flaw then man created law thus law has it flaws...So why put your trust in a flawed system? Something to think about... Cass E.
Emmanuel Marcelin Photography www.mannymarcelin.com Model: Myself Location: Boston Public Garden
Knowing yourself is inevitable. Be wise and do not attempt to imitate what is projected before you. Carbon copies can easily be discarded. Leaving no trace of the original. Unique you are; not to be masked behind an illusion. Let your self go and be free. Be honest as it will build character.
Be honest as it will build you. Know what you want. Know what you need and lastly know what makes you happy...
Cyber Bullying is a form of intimidation that is expressed virtually via texting, emailing or using any other form of technological device with the deliberate intent to hurt or embarass someone.
I have always been bullied since I can remember by the people closest to me and it was never a pleaseant feeling. Being torn apart, always wanting to hide and be away from everyone. Or simpy putting myself in an uncomfortable situation to be "accepted" by the masses....but that backfired.
"If you have no feet to stand on than you have no foundation to ground you. You lose your momentum. You lose you."Cass E.
Statistic show:Distribution of cyberbullying venues used by young people in the US, according to theCenters for Disease Control
Here is an example of a form of bullying I am personally faced with today.I no longer speak to this person and I have repeatedly asked the culprit to leave me alone. However, the culprit still manages to cyberstalk me via facebook by sending me an email expressing how she does not like my picture. Furthermore, the culprit is not even displayed in this picture. This is so sad, I'm embarrased to be going through this. To protect the culprits identity I will blur out her name. " Here is your 2 minutes of anonymous fame"
I'll let the email and picture speak for itself. No further explanation is required here.
Well maybe Just a little...
Okay....... Jill Scott explains it just a tad bit better than I do.
Attempts of softintimidation just touched the surface of my skin but no lesions have been made. Hate is a reflection of that individual. However, my situation is not as bad in comparison to others afflicted with cyber bullying.
Think of the countless and senseless acts that are so apparent in this society. Take for example the case of Phoebe Prince, 15 of North Hamptom, MA.
Her classmates cyber bullied Phoebe to death. Everyone stood by and watched. Being an observer makes you 10 X worse than the bully. Be an active bystander and do something positive!
Bermuda, an island so far yet so close I can taste the salt from the North Atlantic Ocean. Imagining how effervescently blue and clear the water appears. Dancing under the sun all while the sea shells play an eccentric tune...I am drifting into a sweet neverland. Awake- its my reality. Loving every moment and anticipating the excitment. The drifting rocks and the timeless sand captivates me. Appreciating and enjoying the pleasant gifts which earth has to offer. I am ready to absorb your atmosphere. Protect me from the indiscretions of this world and mold my mind into a peaceful abode.
